How?!?!

I have not decided how to approach the issue that I thought I had decided to do. How? Don't have much time left. I have wasted enough time on this already. 2, 3, 4 years??? I don't know. I can't remember.

Only Bre knows what is happening and she can't advise. I don't think I can too if this is her situation. Arghhh...

Dear Heavenly Father, please lead me...