I miss you, Jesus

I know You are always around me but I have not been feeling You recently.

Feeling super emo tonight after the few comments I heard from colleagues. People are always quick to judge. Why? So tired to even want to explain myself. Colleagues are also not helpful. Simple request I will have to go through the top. What happened to "Let's help each other and Go-Live together."? Was holding all my emos until I went to Liz's blog and a praise song came on and that does it! I cried.

Jesus, I miss you. I could never forget that day when You held me in Your arms, comforting me. It had been years but that experience will never never leave me.

I have not been going church. I have not been doing QT. Jesus, help me. I missed those days going to church and there's always a group of people that I can talk to and the care and concern that we showed to each other. These days, go in alone, come out alone. I think I should just get the sermons online since no difference of being physically there or not.

Though I struggle but my love for You will never cease. I love you, Jesus, my beautiful Saviour, God of all Majesty, the risen King, Holy and Righteous.

I really really will not know what to do if I do not have You in my life.

Thank You, Lord. Amen.