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It's 5.10pm now and I am in the office. Not that I have nothing to do but I gave up doing. I'm tired.

Couldn't sleep last night as I was disturbed. I was telling my boss that I need his help to get his staff to stop being so pushy and demanding especially when they are not even polite. Really, why only his team is so difficult. The response I got was "STOP COMPLAINING!" Yes, I agree that I had not been positive and I am getting very whiny (I hate myself!!) but the bosses are really not helping my situation at all. Why don't they see that they are actually contributing to this factor. He's my lead, he's their lead and yet he allows them to push me around.

Spoke to MOH yesterday. He taught me a few tips here and there but doing it will be tough. Client is really nicer to me than own people. What's happening???

God, send me a new job and I will have the peace to leave this place knowing the new place is sent by you. Amen.