Another series of random-ness...

This morning, woke up, felt a BIG VOID and emptiness. Whipped out my phone and called SG. Not expecting him to pick up but he did. We talked about God, work and life. Found out he is attached now. I'm glad. He deserves love. Over the years, everytime when he tells me he is seeing someone, he always try to put it across slowly. Afterall, we had been together for 10 years before.

When I am honest to myself, I think I really haven't got over him but then we have moved on. Contridicting? Yeah, I think so too. Anyway, I decided to let him know something that I have kept in me for years. Finally got off my chest. Told him about my real feelings after we broke off. Apologies which weren't said earlier and graditude as well. Not expecting anything from him but am glad I've done that.

SG said something that sets me thinking - our brain and heart is only 12 inches away and yet the journey between these 2 can be really long and difficult. Indeed!

I have not fully recovered from the flu but I have been drinking for the last 2 nights already. The virus MOH brings to office is definitely moving around slowly, my immediate team of 4, 3 are already down.

Last night was the drinks event from the promotes. Beloved was high and out but at least he didn't puke. It was definitely scary when he told me "secrets can come out anytime". You should see my face!! I was looking for Hock to walk him out and get some fresh air before both Hock and my (and many others) secrets are in the open. Hahaha... I was still thinking of skipping next week another round of promotes drinks but then again, I am worried Beloved will spill the beans... Hahaha... Okok, to be fair to Beloved, I think he is doing a better job now then before.. He's holding his tongue alot better now.

Went karaoke today. Somehow karaoke is not the same when "2nd-son" is not around and I can't really sing cos of the nose. It was still fun though. MOH has a few 成名曲that I enjoyed listening to. One of them is 愛我還是他. Everytime he sang this song, Indifference will automatically come into my mind. Yeah, yeah... I know!!!

Last Friday, we went Majestic Bar. I'll let the pictures do the talking...





Don't underestimate the shots in green - each is filled with 70% alcohol. Evil!!