Tuesday, December 30, 2008

Honesty?! What's gonna happen?

Left office at 6pm! I am so proud of myself!

Wanted to head home but detoured and met Indifference. Haven't talk to him like how we spoke to each other this evening. It's been awhile. We agreed to be honest with each other (for what really? I don't know) but I know he doesn't tell me the truth all the times. And when I tell him things, he will think I am lying. I think it makes him feel better.

We spoke about my birthday next year. We agreed to do something together. But seriously, I don' know if I should do this. Maybe spending time with my colleagues/friends will help me more. Not gonna be an easy decision to make.

I don't know what to tell Indiffernce. Thank you for your care/concern? Thank you for the hurt/confusion you bring me? I don't know. I only know I can't let you go... yet! (BUT I have to! I need to!)

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