Lessons Learnt? Or To Learn?

The stress at work is really piling. Because of an oversight at my end, a colleague got scolded by the boss. Really feel bad as she was totally not involved at all. But looking at it, it's really not even my fault. Not blaming the situation or environment, it's really working strictly according to instruction. I can't let go of this fact that someone got scolded for nothing and I am liable for it (in one way or another). Something for sure, the boss is going to take this part of job out from my portfolio :(

As the day goes by, I still can't let go and feeling down over that incident and the emails are coming in streams with more things to do. A few bosses are asking me if I have completed this, that and why it had not been done so. Started asking me what I have been doing the whole day. COME ON!!! I miss the trust I had with my previous boss.

Something I learnt and trying to learn for this period of time :

- Rewards need to be earned and not to demand (but why are there so many people asking me to fight for what I deserve especially in this company) To be honest, wait to be given or asked? I don't know.
- LET GO ! MOVE ON ! It's only work!
- Accept changes as this is really part of the job
- There are people out there who are worse-off than me
- Appreciate

Stress is definitely piling up more than I like. It's 3am now and I have asked my dad to send me to work at 7am. Tonnes to finish.