Why??

Spoke to SG to wish him Happy Birthday. Not surprisingly, we end up in an arguement again. At times, I struggle to understand why fellow Brothers/Sisters-in-Christ are "putting each other down" and so quick to judge and even to gossip. I don't mean harmless gossip and laugh it off kind, I really mean those gossips that makes people believe" things / events" do exist and these talks will really get people into trouble. It really makes my faith sways but I love Him too much to leave Him. (Dear Heavenly Father, please grant me the wisdom to understand this issue which I can't.) It's kinda sad to end off a conversation in this way when all I want was to say "Happy Birthday". Why?

Came across some pictures on Facebook and realised our company had an event last Saturday. Again, this confirmed contractors are nobody's child. Not informed, not invited. It's like you are part of the family but not really. Saw so many friends on the photos and realised I'm not part of the fun. Alright, I admit, I'm sore!! Still trying to find that sense of belonging in this company.